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Helll-roooooo!!!
hahah.. i think my dosemtic housewife phase is scaring Kate..
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
Sweet kisses
Martha Stewart xoxo
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| My. Endless. Loves. 2005 |
[22 Oct 2005|06:20pm] |
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Well, well well!!
back again? hahhaaa!! this year..its for real :P
*Mystery admirer from past*
I wont confess his name..but boy oh boy! words cant express how much i would LOVE a second chance with his strapping young lad..but i figured these songs would do..
* "Anything" - 3T
*My All" -Mariah Carey
* "Butterfly"- Mariah Carey
* " We belong together"- Mariah Carey
* "Note to self" From First To Last
* the lead star from Cosi* ( Sam Anderson?)
For once drama ws worth goin to, as we had to atch a play..and BABY! He took off his shirt half way during the play :P But that shit house character Julie got to make out with him..not to mention that fat shit Cherry!
* "One way" - Blondie
* "Sexy Eyes" - hahaha dont ask!!! u know that crazy 90's song
* Dylan(with the phat ass)*
Grrr!!!! i wish he would repeat year 12... so i can watch his lil booty go "DOOIIING DOOOOIIING DOIIINNNG"
* Ass Like That - Eminem ( u saw it comming!)
* I think i love you- some random 80's bitch
* Tattooed Mike*
God! i have NO idea why!!!!! grr i keep having these random dreams about him..its his touch..hes so matured that he knows JUST where to go! Plus his touch happens to be attached to his arms which are full of tattoos..hmm bad ass :P
* "U make me sick" - Pink
* " Kiss" - Prince
* "Why do i love you" - Kip Dynamite (stay tuned till the end of Napoleon Dynamite and youll hear it!)
*Bi Brody*
Grr.. i havent met him..but DANG!!!!!!! hes soo fine! his real names Aaron..but hes a copy of Adam Brody..why call him Bi Brody..hmmmm.... u see its like that joke taht my best friend Merlin told me...
"Men are like toilets..they're either FULL of shit or engaged!" ..im not sure if hes full of shit or een married...but i know that *sigh* he is bi..but that means that he likes girls and guys..so one in a million chance! YEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
*The oc theme song
and finally...
* DOUGLAS..ANDROGONOUSXCORE*
I am in love with this thing! Whenever i see him and his spoffy lil hairdo, my heart turns to spring time! Only these precious love songs can defy my lurve for ..IT
* "Lovefool" - the cardigins
* " Open your heart" - Madoonna
* " Hello" - Lionel Richie
* " Could u be? (the most beautiful girl in the world)"- Prince (well..he IS androgonous..)
* " Caitlyn" Unwritten Law
*" I caught fire" - The Used (how. flippin.emo.)
* " You're making me high" - Toni Braxton
* " No #1 Crush" - Garbage (oooh now thats hetic!)
*sigh*
and im spent! my world here is done!
Sweet Kisses
Tash xoxo
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[22 Oct 2005|06:03pm] |
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Holloo!!!
Wow!
I havent written in this for AGES!!!!!!
so i might give you a lill ctach up!
Im STILL Natasha :P and i now go to Bradfield college doin Yr 12.. which it just occured to me recently how freakin terifying it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sadly, i have NO boyfrend..although i did have one at Bradfield..but that was a COMPLETE waste of time. But happily hes wth a really nice girl and im SUUPPPER happy for them :D
But just because i have NO boyfriend..doesnt mean that im not lonely ;)
hahaa! Follwing this lil message is my 2005 Crush list (or whatever i called it before!!!) so be careful taht u dont see your name on it!!!
Sweet Kisses
Natasha xoxo
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| CARDIO... |
[14 Aug 2005|01:49pm] |
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CARDIO SUCKS DICK!!!!!!
..that is all :D
Sweet kisses
Tash xoxo
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[24 Mar 2005|09:42pm] |
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Ok
i got told today..wont mention who told me...
that im JUST like Cady from mean girls..that i try sooo hard to perfect and that i sabotage everything to get my way and the man of my dreams...
BUT...
im really a good natured girl who gets caught up in too much shit and in the endm, i surely reemdeem myself
*yippeee*
am i really like Cady?
love tash xoxo
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| Betraaaaaayyyyalll |
[17 Nov 2004|06:14pm] |
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"IM SICK TO DEATH OF PPL BETRAYING ME"
Ok what i meant by "im sick of ppl betrayin me"..well..i really meant it!!!! Ill tell you who and why...
*John-My EX
Ok, he tells me, taht he ORGANISED jake (my now EX crush) and Camilla (my WORST enemy and possibly my reason for gettin fired at Boost Juice) getting together!!!! He told me tht he told Jake tht Camilla likes him and he told Camilla taht Jake likes her!!..He did this after a week of telling him taht i still liked Jake and tht i hated Camilla
*Boooost Juice, Warringah Mall
..obvious reasons...they fired me!!!! they said tht they are firing me cos i said the Wheat-grass juice taste like cum (Hey! i was just repeatin what i herd from a customer!!) and what i found really hurtful, is that Everyone was behind him, saying "yeah tash, tht's true, ur really offensive to the team"
* this REALLY REALLY silly bitch who i cant even speak her name..
Ok im NOT even goin to bother with the story as its FULL OF SHIT..Just like the colour of her brain
BETTTRRRAAAYYYAALLLLLL
love tash xoxo
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| "The Love Machine Strip Club" |
[09 Nov 2004|04:40pm] |
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Sigh*
Dont u just hate it when u want one BIG night night out in a tattoo-palour, in a casino and then end up in a sleazly strip club and ur big sister gets her silly little wog friends to follow/curb crawl you and take pictures so then one hour development later she can show them to your/her parents so then they can tell u that ur that ur a "little pervert" (lol!!! me ?NNEEEEVER!!) And that are/and will be making arangements for my accomadtion at *DRUM-ROLLS**
***BOARDING SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!*******
..woe is me.
Tash xoxo.
p.s On the brighty side i won $50 bucks for the poker machines and this dancer named "Bubbles'gave me a dance
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[31 Oct 2004|04:24pm] |
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helloooooooo
well! what a night!! Ok, heres the 411 guys, my parents told me that i needed to "calm down" and find a "meaning in God and etc" so they sent me to Church Group
....BAD IDEA...
Since it was Saturday night and this was my first real "quiet" sturday ..i was feeling kinda rowdy and rest-less..so i took it out on God...
we had to sing a church hymn...now this is in a conservative russian church..so i got up strutted over to the singing group up on the stage and started to slide down the microphine pole and crawl the floor..hump the floor, touching EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!
But that wasnt all, the decided to end the song, since my "horrendous' display spoiled the worship of Christ (..ok..)
so we played a game of "askin the church leaders question"
..i asked the church leader if he "prefers it doggy" LOL!!!! and etc!!!!
We then ended the sermon, and headed over to ice-skating...
..Fun didnt end there.
As soon as we entered "Macquaire Centre" i heade straight 4 the "Bottle-o" my couisns were like "ooh noo! u aint gonna get it!! ur only 17!! they'll see through u!!" and im like "watch and learn" so i went in there and lucky 4 me..there was a short, plump nerd named Brad werking..with the loosinin of my top..i got a grand bottle of champanye with strawbeeries
But i still kept scamming..
first i got burgers and chips from the boys at KFC
then i got a sundae from the lads at maccas
..Why is being SOO sacri-licious feel soo good *blushes*
Love Tash xoxo
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| My Endless Loves. lol |
[29 Oct 2004|08:26pm] |
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Boys. Boys .Boys.
Grr.. i have soo many "loves of life" that ive decided to share them with you all!! Ive put them all in order, and why i love/like/adore them..and what music reminds me of me..so here i go! BEWARE! u just might see your name ;)
*Annoymous..ok fine we'll call him MR.M
why: I have NO idea. I have no idea why he is the first thing on my mind when i wake up in the morning. i have no idea why i picture us STILL together. I have no idea why i watch the evening news weather so i can see how is weather is. I have no idea why i am still in love with him....I have no idea.
Music: "Dont tell myself Goodbye"- Dead Poetic
" Coming clean"- Hilary Dee
"Everytime"- Britney Spears
"I hate everything about you" Three Days Grace
"Ohio is for lovers"- Hawthorne Heights
"Note to self" - From first to last
"Promise" -Matchbook Romance
"Pieces of Me"- Ashlee Simpson
"Way to my heart" - Mandy Moore
"Green with scencery" -The Used
*Dan. Tee
Why: Well, the fact that he is the most ugliest person alive doesnt help! LOL! Hes just the most gorgeous, most smoothest. most charamastic mofo alive.
Music: "Beat your Heart out" -The Distillers
*Alex ("my arranged finacee")
Why: Well, my parents remind me EVERYDAY that they want me to marry him..and when i think about it (getting married to him) i find myself smiling :)
Music: "My Place" -Nelly
" Dont tell me" - Madonna
"Like a virgin" - Madonna
*Annoymous
Why: Probably the fact that he belongs to someone else turns me on...but other then that he makes me feel beautiful and makes me feel like everything i do is right.
Music: "Crush" -Mandy Moore
"Little Voice"- Hilary Dee
*Spunky Dale
Why: ...where do i begin!!!!!! Hes just THE hottest thang! From the lip ring to the pizza delivery boy charm!!
Music: "All day long i dream about sex (with you!)" - JC Chaze
"Toxic"- Britney Spears
*Ryan
Why: I think from when he confessed tht he walks his poodle every sunday, he just totally won my heart LOL!!! ohh! and the lip ring!!! and the way he licks my ear *drool*
Music : "Scar" -Missy Higgins ..LOL!!!!
"Open your heart " -Madonna
"Hear my name" -Armand New York
*Jake
Why: I gotta admit..the kid's got style..he totally takes my breath away by being my first REAL slow-dance..then dumps me and keeps me guessing..Random Bastard. well it worked. I cant stop trying figure him out. Perfect wy to stay in a girl's mind for eternity. Good one Jake!
Music: "noise and kisses-the used"
"Quit Breaking my heart"- Mandy Moore
"Youre so vain"- ..some old chick.
"Are you happy now" -Michelle Branch
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I cannot believe what happned to me last night.
Ok, i was pretty upset as most of you about this boy called Vivian (lol! more like a boy with a girl's name!!!)
And i decided to take it out on my little four year old brother...
BAD IDEA.
..he pushed me down the stairs. and then i got a concussion and had to go to the doctors for a check-up this morning *cries* and now i cant go out cos i have a REALLY big lump on my head
so WHO is this Vivien you ask??
Ok, ive had a MAJOR girl-boner over this guy who works at KMART..and just on Thursay i FINALLY pluck the courage to go up to him..so i..
*tash does a sexy little catwalk*
Tash: ummm hi *face NERVOUS AS HELL*
viv: can i help you *smiles*
Tash: umm hi..can i have ur number
Viv: You want MY number (shocked sounding)
Tash: *nodds eagerly*
**Viv gives tash HIS number**
Viv: my name's Viv..
Tash" hi, um, hi im tash..ermm Natasha!!!!
Viv: you better message me tonight so we can oraganise tomorrow *smiles..he looks like hes pleased with himself!!!*
Tash : oohh! ok!! bye!!!! thankyou!!!!
..Then, later on Friday NIght..i talked to this girl called Mel..she informed me that she knows a hot little number who works at KMART too!! and they occasionally "go at it" with each other when they are drunk at parties together
...and who is this hot little number she knows...
****VIVIEN!!!***************
She then went on, to tell me tht hes a great kisser..but yet hes afraid of girls..even though he sounded soo sure of himself, when i approached him ..
GRRRRAAAHHH!!!
im confused!! and its hurting my lump *tash rubs lump*
can some PLEASE for once give me some mudda-clucking advice!!!!! i know that my LJ's funny and nuaghty!! stop reminding meee!!!!!
so!..how are all you
Love tash xoxo
Funny Quote:...are u seirous..there is nothing funny anymore....
Ok..maybe the fact taht a four-year old knocked me out. LOL
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Ok
I wrote this while day dreaming in TAFE..
its like a story plus a "what would you do?" with the choice a) b) and c)
here i go..
You are at school, work, where-ever... and a new student, client, whatever walks in and joins your class.
He/She seems VERY familiar to you. You talk briefly and sense him/her to be like a poem that you cant remember, a move that you might have seen and a place that you dont know if you've visited.
He/she gives you their number..
You go home and then realise that they are ur ex boyfriend.girlfriend from another life!!! But they got amnesmia (thats why THEY cant remember you) Hapiness of recognsing them then breaks into two when you remember tht they were BAD at relationships and you remeber the countless times when you wished that they werent in your life (or at least one lifetime of ur life!- since we are dealing with different lifetimes!!) Do you...
a) Tear their number into little bits.
b) Give them another chance! it was another lifetime ago!
c)ingore them at work/school..u amy possibly transfer.
d) Realise that it IS a new lifetime and perhaps a NEW person..besides they have had amensia!!! Imagine all teh rebuilding tht they had to make in their life!!! (and not to mention the mind fucking!!!)
e) ..hide under ur bed for days.
Love tash xoxo
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hallloooooooooooooooooo
how are y'all (ew! how american!!) (lol!) im fine.i think someone likes me..but im not sure..i need you guys to figure him out for me.
Ok here i go..
I just came back from TAFE and i was wondering around the mall..and then outta the blue (just like the Delta song) this arabian man with an i.d card starts talkin to me in jibberish saying how "all these kids are dying from starvation and with $20 dollars a day i can save em ALL :D" I kept tellin him taht im only 16/17/15 whatever was youngest!
and then..he came along...
It was my friend Dan he just looked at the dude and said "shut up" and took me away..but wait theres more!!
we then decided to hang out with each other and then we chit-chatted/flirted for a while..He kept mentioning that with my glasses on i looked like a sexy secrtary from a porn movie (..oooh kay.)Then he had to go..BUT!! before he left he said hey, i want you to have this..and he handed me a REALLY daggy gothic ring..(which im wearing..ooh shuddup! its from him!) and i laughed and said "umm it aint gonna fit me!! look! tiny fingers!!" and he said "i dont care put it on a necklace if u must! i just want u to have it!" so i took it..then he said "Booya nigga! bye " and he smiled.... As i floated away..i saw my reflection in a shop window..and i wanted to SCREAM..i was sooo daggy!!!! i had my silly "emo" glasses on (so thats what he was on about!! and then to make things worse..i had a HUGE zit on my chin and i had NO make up on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..did i mention the zit!!!!
..but still...
grrr!! he makes my heart beat faster!!!!!!!!! (just like the Distiller song!)
So what do u guys think..does he love me..or does he love me not...
Love tash xoxo
p.s he was in the DOLLY magazine!!! with Gwen Stafani on the front!! hes in the "GUY SPEAK" section..where guys tell DOLLY what they like in girls..
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[17 Oct 2004|07:08pm] |
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*sigh*
Im so sad.
My sister is going to the ARIA'S after party..and usually im her little commpanice..but NOOOOOO!!! not tonight.
god damn..when did she turn into such a fawking snob.
We've always been a team.
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[17 Oct 2004|01:13pm] |
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Hey ya.
Its Sunday Morning..ooh afternoon sorry and im soo sick. You see i got drunk with my girls last night.As you do.
We saw "Open water" which was SOOOOO shit. i mean it ant even THAT exciting as they make it out to be..but yet you are listening to a 17yr old hungover girl.
But my night gets exciting.
*sigh* since i havent had sex since 26th of August 2003...Ok 17th of july 2004 (yes i lied..i wanted to sound innocent ok!!!)im pretty hungry.
Most people get confused with my term of :hungry" But i use as a subsitute for "horny" as Nicole Richie from the Simple Life
example " Omg! if that man comes in here ..hes is SOO hungry."
But anyhue..since i was hungry.and quiet drunk..i was told his mrning, since i cant reember anything when im drunk..that i fought with Jenna ..like literally pushing and screaming..for her vibrator.
LMAO.
apparently i stated that i wanted, needed it and Jenna said that i couldnt have it (greedy bitch.)so we started screaming at each other..then i grabbed it,then she tried to pull it off me.but we thought over it like the desire of a fat kid fighting over cake and the description of a dog and another fighting over a LOOONG sausage (...LOTS OF LAUGHTER)
But in the end, she won. But she did promise me a pretty pink one 4 Xmas (she better or there WILL be hell to pay.)
But *sigh* want a real cock.
Speaking of real cock's i had a sexual dream about Andrew Gee.
We were getting on really well, then he said that he wanted me to see what really goes on behind Australian Idol, then we started to make out on a big black carrier box that said "OZ IDOL" on it ( u know the ones that u usually see backstage) an then he pulled himself away from me and said "This is the NEW australian idol"..and he pulled down his pants..and it was a HUGE tongue!!!!! There was no thingy! just a HUGE tongue.i woke up laughing.
Im NEVER gonan look at that "bad hair day of a boy "the same way AGAIN.
LOL.
thats all from me folks..have a great day.
xoxo
Funny Quote: "How DARE they?"- You see, last night we were at the movies and since we had some pot beforehand we had the munchies BIG time, so we started scavaging the empty popcorn packets that people left behind whne the movie ended. Since they were ALL empty, i cried out " " LOL...yeah it was funny at the time.
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[16 Oct 2004|06:04pm] |
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Ria...
Is THE bestest friend a girl can have. She will ALWAYS laugh at you..never with you..okay maybe only sometimes if shes got the giggles..
Is the mixture of Ashlee Simpson with Brody Dalle eyes and the coolness of Anna from O.C
Is the person you can share ur secret obessiosn with..and find out that she has the SAME undying passion.Along with a EXTRA large screensaver ;)
Is the punkette who doesnt put effort into what she wears..but yet, always looks the shiznit!
Is the girl who turns up to disco's equipped with a hate for "Stacey's" (blonde sluts) and a bonds singlet.
Is the kinda gal who adores ABC kids soaps..but cannot stand normal t.v soaps.
Is better then those two mysertourious emo kissing boys.
...Is my best friend.
i heart you Ria.
Written by and From Tash xoxo
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My parents are outside measuring the backyard..for my wedding.
I cant believe it..they are really seirous(stoopid russians), they think im actully going to marry Alex (a family friend)
I admit..i WAS considering it..i mean its want i dream about, the idea of waking up to someone and KNOWING that they'll be there forever and the idea of not going out on silly shitty little dates anymore gives me the biggest grin from ear to ear
But really..i COULD marry Alex, live in a nice little house and work at NW (i alreadly got the cadgetship for it..cos im smart :P) Or i could do my plan
I suppose im that excited to reveal my plan..so i might as well..
What i actully plan to with my life, is at the beginning of 2006 i plan to go to America with my friend Crazy Chris..and since Chris is american, we plan to live in his home in San Diego which im pretty excited about.,.but what my actual plan, is to become a topless waitress or a pole dancer ( i mighht as well put the lessns to use..yes im taking pole dancing lessons..how "slutty" of me LOL) and werk my way to make ends meet so i can buy a pretty pink pick up truck and travel to the next state, strip, make $$ then go to the next state..so i can see all of america and america can see ALL of me ;)
But in the mean while, i plan to meet as many people as i can, have fun and be stupid..i mean ill be 18..if i dont do this know..you'll be seeing a crazy middle aged lady with a $10 note in her knickers. LOL.
Gaaaaawd!! i keep having sexual dreams of an Ex of mine. I wont reveal his name..but its someone who im not sure if i like or if i hate dreaming of..But he is a really sweet guy(well he was..when i was with him)..and my heart beats kinda fast when ever someone mentions him..
Oh Jesus .Mary.and Joseph please dont tell me im falling in love with him. (what will my "finacee" think)
Funny Quote: " sexy children are the leading cause of pedophilia"
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Hey
i guess i should introduce myself.Im Tash. And this is my life..Welcome :)
As im only an adolescent, youre going to see pages nad pages filled with horomone filled,sad,pathetic crap! Which happens to take up half my life!
"Fuck off *rolls eyes*" i might hear you say? Well say NO more!click the X button to discontinue.Because im NOT going to pretend that im all peaches and cream!!! and that my life is full of rainbows and butterflies!
So..youre here to stay (i know that some of you are) with me through every horomone-filled,sad,pathetic crap,immature page that i have to type (Hey! it aint goin to be THAT bad, im going to make an effort to put a funny quote from the day in at least EVERY entry!)
So welcome and try to enjoy yourself
..i know i will despite you ;)
Love Tash xoxo
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